Lols. hmm. dom said something that hit me real hard. it wasnt something bad. but it made me think.
i go to the alter to jump, do i jump for the song, or for god? I'm asking myself that now. and my answer to him is that both, sometimes when i feel dry, i jump for the song. But there are times i really wanna worship god and thats why i run there. yeah. but he got me thinking and this is my most honest answer i guess :l. Haha.
and i wanna be able to hear god. i wanna be able to talk to god. i wanna rely on god and be able to connect with him like we're friends. yeah. so i want to be able to hear god like when i pray, i wanna to hear god talking to me when i pray and when i worship him. i wanna rely on him for almost everything i do so yeah. i guess i answered dom ^^
Sunday, March 21, 2010
currently at azriel house. shit i told sheralyn my password and now she keeps saying it out. DIE. need to change password very soon i guess. though she wont hack me but i scared she do stupid stuff with my accounts and all. like spamming my friends and all. HAHA. hmm. so i still got my homework to do and im blogging. DIE. FAIL. BBBBBBBBBBBO. hmm. sheralyn sorry but if u dont stop i'll really have to CHANGE MY PASSWORD. haha. LOl. so erm heres what happened today.
woke up at 11.30, prepare and slack till 12.15. then follow dom go cut hair. i never cut cos short enough le. hehe. so after that while queueing sheralyn came. *she so don't rock* haha ^^ then after he cut hair we go azriel house study. hmm. i wanna try make a habit. that everytime i go out with friends i must camwhore. < well. hmm, i dunno what to type now. hmm.. forgot what to type. OH YA
hmm. its been such a dramatic stop from school even though its just 1 week. weird~ SIANZ no 21 days of prayer!! like so weird la. i was so on fire for god although half of me was hoping for it to end ASAP. shit, i came true. damn. regret. damn. so yeah. 10.20 i start work bah. hmm then like yeah la. i go church for 13/21 days and it still feels weird not going to church everyday after school. weird la sial. shit tomorrow got school. damn sianzz la really.
SARAH.ANG is WEIRD she likes schiool, but her reason is b'cos got AWESOME friends.
oh well. i should be like her, ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS. not taking things for granted. when i can im gonna use my bro comp to make a cell blog. i MAKE HORH. haha. help is needed and wont be thankful for that. hmm . damn this post is long. so much random things i type into the post. 1 of the few longest ones yet. AND YESS IM IN THE DRAMA MINISTRY IN CHURCH! WOOOH. next rehersal is 11 of april. EXCITED! congrats to all those who made it in too.haha
kk i better go do my homework le. sorry if theres alot of typing error cos im like typing as fast as i can and im not even looking at the screen after each word cos i believe i type correct. though i know alot wrong de. HAHA. kk i gtg le. even the reason to say byebye also need 3 lines. FAIL
kay i gtg le. quiet time done here? PISSOUT !! me and azriel signing off~
im still at azriel house studying btw. MUHAHAHA. yeah~
Sheralyn Rocks yeah man! \m/
HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE AND MUGGING AT AZ HOUSE WAS KINDA A FAILURE LAWLZZZZ. OKIE CHAORUI'S PLAYING WITH RUBIX CUBE BUT APPARENTLY HE IS A SUCKER HEHEHEHE. OKAY BUAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
psst:/ chaorui doesn't know i'm updating his blog ROFL!!^^
damn. no one is treating me seriously. i mean like. FREAK. damn.
i feel so left out all of a sudden. like things are going on and i don't know about it
not like i must be at every happening but like, damn. ima 3rd party, ima poser, ima loser.
fugging failure.
SHERALYN TAN SHI HUI FTW!!!
Okai, wo shi chaorui de da jie jie, i rock to the max ya know! And chaorui says: SHERALYN IS AWESOME & SHE ROCKS yay :> okai, buaizbuaiz ^.^
LATE NIGHT MUGGING FTW !
Friday, March 19, 2010
2nd last day of 21 days of prayer campaign! im so excited its gonna end. although its not like i hate it but its really giving me a headache in terms of time management. yeah~ cry. HAA. hmm so vanessa, joey and emil are gonna come my house and do project. wtf. so lazy la. yeah. kk gonna end here. i wanna try dota before they arrive. :D gg! k bye
Monday, March 15, 2010
WOOHOOO. dunno if in the drama ministry but i hope i am. acted my best today. HAHA.
clown~~
ima rider and im doing this. i suck in riding too.
after going church i go mel house play with her pet birds Then go dinner with dom and Azriel Then go cycling with Dom and Gabriel Then gabriel tore his pants right before going hom So we went home~ Laughing our asses off
Monday, March 8, 2010
Its kinda magical that i can actually balance my life, well it isnt really, but... WELL YOU GET THE POINT!
so heres the baseline, me and her were never together, we just liked each other before. swee.. awkwardness gone~~
so.. yeah.
happy 100 post ^^
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Happy chinese new year! ITS GONNA END IN 1.30 HOURS
DIE. haha.
received alot angpow
gonna use it to buy bike then buy shoe then mod the bike.
after that gonna save money like shit !
yeah~
k thats all :D
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
CANCER - The beauty Most amazing kisser. Very high appeal. A Cancer's love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet in your life. Entirely creative person, most are artists and insane, respectfully speaking. They perfected sex and do it often. Extremely random. An ultimate freak. Extremely funny and is usually the life of the party. Most Cancers will take you under their wing and into their hearts where you will remain forever. Cancers make love with a passion beyond compare. Spontaneous. Not a fighter, but will kick your ass good if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to!
Hmm today? went to school early. as usual~ but when its june there, you'll probably see me late everyday so yeah~ aww. haha xD hmm. yeah so went to school, study, recess <3 ,study somemore then lunch <3 , then after that is Chem then go home, after that went to central and left Conrad and Yonggy early. I tried to go up a 2steps curb. first 3 tries, curbed. last try, went up to early and *BAAM* front wheel hit the 1step curb. then the motion of the bike sent me flying forward, leading to a faceplant. Lucky for me i am a ninja and trained in ninja gaiden. so i kinda diddnt get any serious injuries. xD YEAH! then met dom, then went to find the new sec1 in my cell. first after school meeting after them but only the girls could turn up yeah~ then after that go gabby house after meeting sheralyn and janna and jehrameel and chanelle. then when going to gabby house sheralyn had to go so.. AWW!! then when reach gabby house we studied and played guitar. yeah ~ then after that go eat dinner with azriel. after dinner we left azriel and so was with me dom and miko. the sec1. the other sec 1 layyen left early with janna. aww. then we go find mel and clar. after slacking with them for bout 15 mins. we went to walk miko home. long walk bt when heading home dom found a shorter road.
lots of laugh today. everypart of today, every 2-5 mins will smile or laugh 1 time. almost everyday is like this when im with the cell. christianity has changed me alot :D thankyou lord!
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Well.. wanted to post a long post but lazy. so ermm.. yeah. post next time then
Sunday, February 7, 2010
yesterday cell was awesome. YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Hello :)i dont think any1 in this world see my blog but im desperately trying to keep it alive. damn. i hate my class. i love my <3 class though. BLOGGER OR PROB i cant post the full post >.<
this boy can sing now. oh yeah he can. But when he hit puberty. there goes his singing career!
Friday, January 29, 2010
going to go cut my hair soon. cut damn shot but no botak T-T
CHAORUI :)
.Also known as Chaoda/lalabot.
Parties on June24
Current Jail :HaiSingCatholic
Current Jail Cell:1N1
Loves ; FRIENDS,FAMILY AND MUSIC
Hates ; Secrets,PangSeh-ers,ShowOffs.
does'nt know whats right and wrong
Never ever listens
CRAVINGS
Wants and Needs
$Money$
Laptop
Plain Jacket [wants black]
Party at Chalet
Becoming a pro rider
bike components
More Clothes!!