please eat me

*munch*

Lols. hmm. dom said something that hit me real hard. it wasnt something bad. but it made me think.

i go to the alter to jump, do i jump for the song, or for god? I'm asking myself that now. and my answer to him is that both, sometimes when i feel dry, i jump for the song. But there are times i really wanna worship god and thats why i run there. yeah. but he got me thinking and this is my most honest answer i guess :l. Haha.

and i wanna be able to hear god. i wanna be able to talk to god. i wanna rely on god and be able to connect with him like we're friends. yeah. so i want to be able to hear god like when i pray, i wanna to hear god talking to me when i pray and when i worship him. i wanna rely on him for almost everything i do so yeah. i guess i answered dom ^^

currently at azriel house. shit i told sheralyn my password and now she keeps saying it out. DIE. need to change password very soon i guess. though she wont hack me but i scared she do stupid stuff with my accounts and all. like spamming my friends and all. HAHA. hmm. so i still got my homework to do and im blogging. DIE. FAIL. BBBBBBBBBBBO. hmm. sheralyn sorry but if u dont stop i'll really have to CHANGE MY PASSWORD. haha. LOl. so erm heres what happened today.

woke up at 11.30, prepare and slack till 12.15. then follow dom go cut hair. i never cut cos short enough le. hehe. so after that while queueing sheralyn came. *she so don't rock* haha ^^ then after he cut hair we go azriel house study. hmm. i wanna try make a habit. that everytime i go out with friends i must camwhore. <
well. hmm, i dunno what to type now. hmm.. forgot what to type. OH YA

hmm. its been such a dramatic stop from school even though its just 1 week. weird~ SIANZ no 21 days of prayer!! like so weird la. i was so on fire for god although half of me was hoping for it to end ASAP. shit, i came true. damn. regret. damn. so yeah. 10.20 i start work bah. hmm then like yeah la. i go church for 13/21 days and it still feels weird not going to church everyday after school. weird la sial. shit tomorrow got school. damn sianzz la really.

SARAH.ANG is WEIRD
she likes schiool, but her reason is b'cos got AWESOME friends.

oh well. i should be like her, ENJOY THE LITTLE THINGS. not taking things for granted. when i can im gonna use my bro comp to make a cell blog. i MAKE HORH. haha. help is needed and wont be thankful for that. hmm . damn this post is long. so much random things i type into the post. 1 of the few longest ones yet. AND YESS IM IN THE DRAMA MINISTRY IN CHURCH! WOOOH. next rehersal is 11 of april. EXCITED! congrats to all those who made it in too.haha

kk i better go do my homework le. sorry if theres alot of typing error cos im like typing as fast as i can and im not even looking at the screen after each word cos i believe i type correct. though i know alot wrong de. HAHA. kk i gtg le. even the reason to say byebye also need 3 lines. FAIL


kay i gtg le. quiet time done here? PISSOUT !! me and azriel signing off~

im still at azriel house studying btw. MUHAHAHA. yeah~

HEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE AND MUGGING AT AZ HOUSE WAS KINDA A FAILURE LAWLZZZZ.
OKIE CHAORUI'S PLAYING WITH RUBIX CUBE BUT APPARENTLY HE IS A SUCKER HEHEHEHE. OKAY BUAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.


psst:/ chaorui doesn't know i'm updating his blog ROFL!!^^

damn. no one is treating me seriously. i mean like. FREAK.
damn.

i feel so left out all of a sudden. like things are going on and i don't know about it

not like i must be at every happening but like, damn.
ima 3rd party, ima poser, ima loser.

fugging failure.

Okai, wo shi chaorui de da jie jie, i rock to the max ya know!
And chaorui says: SHERALYN IS AWESOME & SHE ROCKS
yay :> okai, buaizbuaiz ^.^

LATE NIGHT MUGGING FTW !

2nd last day of 21 days of prayer campaign! im so excited its gonna end. although its not like i hate it but its really giving me a headache in terms of time management. yeah~ cry. HAA. hmm so vanessa, joey and emil are gonna come my house and do project. wtf. so lazy la. yeah. kk gonna end here. i wanna try dota before they arrive. :D gg! k bye

WOOHOOO. dunno if in the drama ministry but i hope i am. acted my best today. HAHA.

clown~~

ima rider and im doing this. i suck in riding too.

after going church i go mel house play with her pet birds
Then go dinner with dom and Azriel
Then go cycling with Dom and Gabriel
Then gabriel tore his pants right before going hom
So we went home~
Laughing our asses off

Its kinda magical that i can actually balance my life, well it isnt really, but... WELL YOU GET THE POINT!

so heres the baseline, me and her were never together, we just liked each other before.
swee.. awkwardness gone~~

so.. yeah.

happy 100 post ^^