Lols. hmm. dom said something that hit me real hard. it wasnt something bad. but it made me think.

i go to the alter to jump, do i jump for the song, or for god? I'm asking myself that now. and my answer to him is that both, sometimes when i feel dry, i jump for the song. But there are times i really wanna worship god and thats why i run there. yeah. but he got me thinking and this is my most honest answer i guess :l. Haha.

and i wanna be able to hear god. i wanna be able to talk to god. i wanna rely on god and be able to connect with him like we're friends. yeah. so i want to be able to hear god like when i pray, i wanna to hear god talking to me when i pray and when i worship him. i wanna rely on him for almost everything i do so yeah. i guess i answered dom ^^